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I did it!

i work for Mac cosmetics now woooooooooooh!!!!!!

FAZE two, Make up!! the next life improving goal.

  • Life has changed since the first post !!
  • To date I have lost 15kgs and I am now at a healthy weight : ) My new goal now is to complete my Make up Artist Course with the best of my ability and be a sponge with learning EVERYTHING. I have previously been in the industry for a short time as a freelance make up artist but bills needed to be paid and the freelance work slowly faded ,so I have been out of the industry for 3 years now. My make up kit has now diminished! So this is an expensive goal but one that will pay off. My tutor is amazing not only a beauty but a great, strong teacher.(which is what I need!) Her teaching style keeps me on my toes although it stresses me out at times, she manages to inspire me at the same time.
  • I am in love with my new determined self! I owe it to my boss and my trainers at club physical to show me that I could loss weight ! Losing weight was the hardest thing that I could imagine doing and I DID IT!! I remember thinking to my self that if I could do that, then everything else would be a breeze.
  • So here I am embarking on another adventure to improve my self and my favorite art form "Make up"!!
  • If anyone has any tips or make up ideas to share please do not hesitate. I am interested to see what else is out there!!

Hip bones ♥♥: Yet another diet... Week 1. →

this is the sadest thing I have ever read.

This is the way I used to eat when I was in my teens

I got help before it was too late noone can live  on 300cal per day.

When I was a kid (12-13) I weighed a mere 42kgs my height was 156cm, I was frail and I thought I was a fat ass!

I really feel for these girls that are still going through what I have and still sometimes go through.

Its always on my mind

Always will but theres away that you can loose weight with out slowly killing yourself.

NO NOT DIET

eat healthy and gym 5 times a week for 30 mins girls thats all it takes.

we are ALL beautiful we dont need to be thin to love yourself.

being like a rake will not fix your problems. :(

I still have to tell myself this even after 10 years .

1500 cal per day at the very least

Goodbye pink hair!

only been on here for a few weeks :) yay for halloween!! America I will meet you for the first time, this time next year (hopefully)

only been on here for a few weeks :) yay for halloween!!


America I will meet you for the first time, this time next year (hopefully)

I am in love…

I am in love…

(Source: floooozie)

Speak up please!!

enough said


Why are you so awesome? fruitingbodiesandotherfungi

I love you

sick with itsick with diseasedeny addictiondown on my kneesfeed my afflictionscared to believemy own decisionseager to pleasedestroyed visionsbreed lifeneed lifebreath lifekeep lifelie and decievewith no emotionfalse promisesloss of devotionscarred by deceitmy self destructionlove obsoletelive in dysfunctionbreed lifeneed lifebreath lifekeep lifebleed lifeheal lifefeel lifethe sweet lifeis all i want…can i bleed for the ritual?bleed for itgot a need for the ritual….can i breath for the ritual?breath for itgot a need for the ritual?sick with it. sick with it. sick with it, sick with it… (repeat)it’s inside mei feel it growingnowhere to hidemy anger’s showingrepeat chorus and on this dark night of my souli will continue to pray for usand try to remember only the good things… the sweet life

sick with it
sick with disease
deny addiction
down on my knees
feed my affliction
scared to believe
my own decisions
eager to please
destroyed visions

breed life
need life
breath life
keep life

lie and decieve
with no emotion
false promises
loss of devotion
scarred by deceit
my self destruction
love obsolete
live in dysfunction

breed life
need life
breath life
keep life
bleed life
heal life
feel life
the sweet life
is all i want…

can i bleed for the ritual?
bleed for it
got a need for the ritual….

can i breath for the ritual?
breath for it
got a need for the ritual?

sick with it. sick with it. sick with it, sick with it… (repeat)

it’s inside me
i feel it growing
nowhere to hide
my anger’s showing

repeat chorus

and on this dark night of my soul
i will continue to pray for us
and try to remember only the good things… the sweet life

I love you snow white!!

I love you snow white!!

(Source: buttbag)

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